Day 2

Day 2.

I'm doing my best to make each moment of this fast valuable. I've learned more about the world and my friends.

I'm in a place right now that is very interesting financially.

Here's my scenario:
-I have a car that probably wouldn't safely transport me from a point A to a point B.
-Because of the car, I have limited access to get to work.
-Because I can't get to work, I can't make money.
-Because I can't make money, I'm wondering how I'll pay my bills.

Here's how this USUALLY would make me feel:
-Upset
-Hopeless
-Stressed
-Depressed
-Angry
-Confused

Here's how I actually feel:
-Hopeful
-Curious
-Excited
-Prepared
-Loved
-Confident

In this time, I'm really allowing God to take control in a really big way because honestly, I have no other choice. There is nothing that I can do aside from God to change my situation right now. I'm just trusting him to show me things I never thought could happen.

I talked to my mother yesterday and she sounded defeated and she kept telling me how disappointed she was.

The strength this fast has already given me has allowed me to bring a positive lift to the situation.

I'm allowing myself to be humbled in a very big way. I believe that I will relinquish some pride in this process.

This will be a time of mighty change.

So I thank God for what has yet to pass. I thank him for who he is and what he does.

I thank him for the people he's put in my life.

I thank him for every trial and tribulation he's allowed me to overcome.

I thank him for every trial and tribulation that he's allowed me to help others overcome.

I feel strong.